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[10 Dec 2002|10:03am] |
So on a whim we are having a huge christmas party on Friday night at SMT. The Chirstmas party for the cd we were supposed to be having got screwed up so i decided to hold the party at the church so that more people could come most importantly all my life teen friends. Who the heck wants to sing in a gross bar anyway???
I am so excited about it. OF course it is going to be a lot of work as usual. Andrew and I are doing 4 orginals and now we are going to be in a place we are comfortable and have a piano. NICE!!! Yay!! I am so excited. You all must come and support us and have fun. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shea, Allison and all you other Dols- i am giving you something to do on a Friday night. Whoo hoo!!!!
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[26 Nov 2002|07:23pm] |
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What would you say if i told you i might hang out with John Meyer this weekend? It turns out that my best friend from High School Keith has hung with him before. He works with and hangs out with a good friend of John's in Conneticut. John is doing a concert there this weekend. I maybe going to visit Keith which means it is POSSIBLE that we will hang out with John later in the night. I don't want to get excited but...
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just the idea of it....
P.S I called anyway- he wasn't there so i left a message.
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| ponder this |
[14 Nov 2002|12:31pm] |
In the last 10 seconds of you life what would you want to be doing?
It could be who would you want to spend it with? Who is the last person's eyes you want to be looking into.
GO WITH THE FIRST THING THAT POPPED INTO YOUR HEAD
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| just something i copied so i wouldn't forget |
[29 Oct 2002|03:37pm] |
this is the color of communication, representing clarity and the ability to express oneself well in any situation. In a dream, it suggests that you are either about to or should express your emotions. This is an excellent color to be dreaming when you are in a position that neccessitates a great deal of communication.
Blue signifies alignment within yourself and a resortaion of focus.
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| what do i have to say today... probably nothing |
[15 Oct 2002|01:52pm] |
so here i am bored on a tuesday. I am supposed to be working but i have no one to massage however i must wait here until 4:30pm because i am on call. POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
So i am listening to my new chick cd that i made and i think it is fun.
Dreaming of my new bed
dreaming of my new sheets
i can't wait to get it tomorrow. NO more pain while i sleep. YAY!
i cried today cause Les Mis is closing. I feel like someone i love is going far far away. I was 15 the first time i saw it and it was what inspired me more then anything else. i have so many awesome memories linked to that show. Ugh!!!
i bought ruby red slippers. Does that make me dorthy again?
boy this is a stupid pointless email but i am so BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!!!!
i made it this whole email without mentioning Mark Darsey. OH well i just did so i guess there goes that theory. WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME ANYWAY???
Birthday is coming quickly....i'm old. Beppe said so.
oh lord- i don't feel that old. only around certain people.
I am cold
i am rambling away.
did i mention i am bored.
only cause i don't want to get into anything major because then i will get a call to go into work.
being on call stinks!
get a real job when it is your turn.
I realized yesterday that Clicker was right...going to a mattress store is so much fun. I could have stayed there and laid on beds all day long. Except that Ralph who is off on Thursdays might have been enjoying it a little too much.
hair cut and dyed Thursday... got to look good for my old day i mean birthday.
am i done yet????
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
aren't you wishing you never read this???
okay enough.
i'm a youth minister right?
i think i am more of a freak then anything else.
i hope you didn't waste your time reading this
i realized yesterday (also) that i wish i worked in a mattress store so that when people leave i can say.. Sweet Dreams. When i worked nights at blockbuster i used to say that to people and they thought i was crazy. I would laugh my a** off.
ok- officially crazy....
Amen
Here here!!!!!!!!!!!
Sweet Dreams.
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| in my heart on a lonely Saturday night |
[12 Oct 2002|10:58pm] |
Wall in Your Heart
I feel your pain
I feel the rain
What happened to you
I can't get to you
Cause there's a wall
In your heart
That no one can get through
And it's cold and it's dark
And you don't have a clue
But this wall it will fall
If it's the last thing I do
I'll get through this wall in your heart
I know your soul
I know I'm home
Just come here to me
I'll let you run through me
Cause there's a wall
In your heart
That no one can get through
And it's cold and it's dark
And you don't have a clue
But this wall it will fall
If it's the last thing I do
I'll get through this wall in your heart
We'll break down all the troubles we have found
And I'll find a way to mend your broken pieces
We'll hold hands and be friends
Until the end and our love will be forever
But there's a wall
In your heart
That no one can get through
And it's cold and it's dark
And you don't have a clue
But this wall it will fall
If it's the last thing I do
I'll get through this wall in your heart
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| I think i am insane!!! |
[11 Oct 2002|02:30am] |
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sent mark darsey a "thinking of you" card to help him along with his awful weekend. Hope he doesn't think i am crazy, but i think it is time to take some ACTION!
AJ and i wrote a christmas song in a half an hour tonight and it is being recorded next week. Funny thing is it doesn't sound like a christmas song AT ALL other then the fact that we mention Christmas a few times. I am very excited. Went to the studio to check it out. Tom is awesome! so excited to work with him. I can't believe how much my life as a singer has grown in a month and a half.
me so tired- why the hell am i up???????
Keith Saturday after Carwash. I can't wait. I haven't seen him in so so so so so so long.
Beppe is so much fun. I can't wait for our gig.
hmmm me tired- off to dream of Mark Darsey or usually Beppe. Whatever!!!
While you were sleeping....
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| just because.... |
[07 Oct 2002|12:55am] |
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is it possible to love someone you barely know? I might...
how much do friends matter?
Hmm sometimes i have to remember that I am not Bridget Jones and he is not Mark Darsey.
So what the yankee's lost. Everyone looses sometime. Why do i find it so DAMN depressing? Not really depressing but sort of in a weird way.
I guess it is no different then finding Dawson's creek depressing and sitting at a red light contemplating Joey and Dawson's relationship. (What is wrong with me?)
My sister is the best person i have ever met. Confidence is the key to everyone's heart.
I found a genuine ruby stone today. It is awesome! The crystals this lady had at the St. James fair were AWESOME!!
He asked me why i wasn't there last Saturday when they gutted the basement. Why the hell would i have been there other then wanted to see him- or was it he wanted to see me.
Beppe the junkyard dog! He is great! He makes me step out of my musical box. Whoever thought I would play the damn tamborine?? Andrew knows... He never thought the day would come.
Hmmm- do i love this boy that I don't really know?
i feel like it.
I'm missing Carniege hall... I feel like a BAD friend. I'm sad- sorry i am not going to be there. I wish you would have asked me again to remind me to get out of my meeting. Oh well- what is meant to be will be i guess.
God I am tired, and i can't imagine why i am not asleep.
Wish it were dinner night, but who knows when that will be. I will call tomorrow and try and book it. I am holding my breath with anticipation. I need to LET IT GO!!
The dream book said that if you see two hands clasp one another it means creative forces coming together. Isn't it funny that Beppe and I held hands in a weird scene in a dream i had last night? It's cool how that works.
Georgia, what the hell happened tonight?
The used white linen towel, sat on the chair in the den for a week....
my thoughts are ridiculous- but poetic like (lol)
Annie and James had a baby girl! Yay!!!
I can't wait for baby LIMA.
did i mention how tired i am????
enough enough enough....
me love Mark Darsey even though i am not bridget jones.
the end
p.s Clicker- i saw Shallow Al I mean Hal. LOL!
we'll talk about cheesecake tits later. LOL LOL LOL
(just kidding)
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| just because.... |
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is it possible to love someone you barely know? I might...
how much do friends matter?
Hmm sometimes i have to remember that I am not Bridget Jones and he is not Mark Darsey.
So what the yankee's lost. Everyone looses sometime. Why do i find it so DAMN depressing? Not really depressing but sort of in a weird way.
I guess it is no different then finding Dawson's creek depressing and sitting at a red light contemplating Joey and Dawson's relationship. (What is wrong with me?)
My sister is the best person i have ever met. Confidence is the key to everyone's heart.
I found a genuine ruby stone today. It is awesome! The crystals this lady had at the St. James fair were AWESOME!!
He asked me why i wasn't there last Saturday when they gutted the basement. Why the hell would i have been there other then wanted to see him- or was it he wanted to see me.
Beppe the junkyard dog! He is great! He makes me step out of my musical box. Whoever thought I would play the damn tamborine?? Andrew knows... He never thought the day would come.
Hmmm- do i love this boy that I don't really know?
i feel like it.
I'm missing Carniege hall... I feel like a BAD friend. I'm sad- sorry i am not going to be there. I wish you would have asked me again to remind me to get out of my meeting. Oh well- what is meant to be will be i guess.
God I am tired, and i can't imagine why i am not asleep.
Wish it were dinner night, but who knows when that will be. I will call tomorrow and try and book it. I am holding my breath with anticipation. I need to LET IT GO!!
The dream book said that if you see two hands clasp one another it means creative forces coming together. Isn't it funny that Beppe and I held hands in a weird scene in a dream i had last night? It's cool how that works.
Georgia, what the hell happened tonight?
The used white linen towel, sat on the chair in the den for a week....
my thoughts are ridiculous- but poetic like (lol)
Annie and James had a baby girl! Yay!!!
I can't wait for baby LIMA.
did i mention how tired i am????
enough enough enough....
me love Mark Darsey even though i am not bridget jones.
the end
p.s Clicker- i saw Shallow Al I mean Hal. LOL!
we'll talk about cheesecake tits later. LOL LOL LOL
(just kidding)
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| reflections and forwards |
[04 Oct 2002|02:11am] |
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the smallest details can completely change a situation- a note in a song, and adjustment in a finger in a yoga pose, one minute of you day, one word that is said, one kiss, one tear, one anything. It is so small and so minor of an adjustment sometimes- but the impact is HUGE!!!
#2 I clicked with the Yoga instructor at work today- Elizabeth- i am suppose to have an effect on an elizabeth at work- according to Richard.
and he also said i would have an effect on Stephanie (not you Stef)
#3 Mark Darsey sent this forward and tomorrow i see him. YAY!
Read this line very slowly and let it sink into your soul:
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> >"If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it."
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> >Pass this message to seven people except you and me.
> >You will receive a miracle tomorrow.
Here here to tomorrow night! I can't wait.
PS Lord i pray for lots and lots of 8th graders.
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| a quote from an email i sent....and other ramblings in my mind |
[02 Oct 2002|11:40am] |
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"People have a habit of going to what is comfortable and blaming it in on love but there is a much bigger picture."
I have bad news for all you romantics out there. Do you realize that it is not easy- relationships i mean? You go through a lot of time and tears and patience. It's hard to leave it all in God's hands but you know what- it is the only way. I am so narotic and always rushing my feelings for boys a long when it is not really something true. I overlook things that can be friendships or other important relationships trying to make it "the love of my life." NOw don't get me wrong- it should be romantic- you should feel the butterflies- but there is a lot more involved then just that. Love ant first sight- sure but that doesn't mean Happily ever after. It's weird... I had a conversation with a massage patient yesterday about how people are not always what they appear to be. And then last night I had a nice slap in the face of that. Everything does happen for a reason, however you are not going to know the reason right away and right then. *note to self: Maybe Sept 20 for me was a slap in the face to remind me to calm down and be patient. STOP BEING A FREAK! my sister meant narotic when she said that to me. Okay i think i had enough of this analytical talk for now. But i got to tell you i am feeling better in a weird sort of way.
I can't wait to see Mark Darsey again.
"While you were sleeping" couldn't have been a better clue.
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[27 Sep 2002|12:58am] |
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Andrew and i are crazy! we love Yamaha and jen
we also love Lobster! not andrew but me
Friend's was stupid
ice cream was yummy
Thursday rules
so does Beppe
where is my new italian song? Queue 475?
and send the Jack Johnson song please
ok
Kelly is foggy! (instead of sucks) Just kidding
goodnight
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| The river |
[25 Sep 2002|06:05pm] |
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CLICKER RULES!!! Thank you so much for making this look beautiful. IT IS THE HUDSON!!!! just for the record for all of you who might find something sacred in that as I do.
I love it!!! The river is my saving GRACE!!!
Grace that is me- by the way...:)
xooxxoxoxoxoxxooo
(stolen from my away message and Frank)
Haning out Tuesday nights at the Regal Beagle. Living a reverse episode of three's company with Sammy as Mr. Furley except that none of us live together and I am not a lesbian florist.
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[25 Sep 2002|02:50am] |
"Don't Let Go"
(feat. Sarah McLachlan)
I can't believe this moment's come
It's so incredible that we're alone
There's so much to be said and done
It's impossible not to be overcome
Will you forgive me if I feel this way
Cuz we've just met - tell me that's OK
So take this feeling'n make it grow
Never let it - never let it go
(Dont let go of the things you believe in)
You give me something that I can believe in
(Dont' let go of this moment in time)
Go of this moment in time
(Don't let go of things that you're feeling)
I can't explain the things that I'm feeling
(Dont' let go)
No, I won't let go
Now would you mind if I bared my soul
If I came right out and said your'e beautiful
Cuz there's something here I can't explain
I feel I'm diving into driving rain
You get my senses running wild
I can't resist your sweet, sweet smile
So take this feeling'n make it grow
Never let it - never let it go
[Chorus:]
I've been waiting all my life
To make this moment feel so right
The feel of you just fills the night
So c'mon - just hold on tight
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| the infamous Brian stopped by to give me 75 hours of music on mp3- he said this is my song... |
[19 Sep 2002|06:17pm] |
I am the voice of rhyme and reason here where the silence never stops
You cast the stones to tell my story guiding you over
I tread the path you find most pleasing I shoulder more than what I drop
I am the voice of rhyme and reason guiding you over
I sing an apple is an apple no matter where you pick the fruit
I sing the song of what’s in season I’m unafraid of what Is true
And this is where I long to be and this what I wanna do…
I am a vivid recollection here where the living never cease
You cast the coins in divination guiding me over
I bargain with your intuition I barter more than what I bought
I am a vivid recollection guiding you over
I sing an apple is an apple no matter where you pick the fruit
I sing the song of what’s in season I’m unafraid of what Is true
And this is where I long to be and this what I wanna do…
And this where I long to be an this what I am I’m
Affording you some inspiration
Compelling you to wake and question more
Extending you an invitation to dance with me where you’ve never dared to dance before
Rhyme & Reason is the first song TSO and Tzenmet wrote together. It’s a song about summoning the forces of enchantment for guidance thru ritual. Rhyme & Reason embraces knowledge without fear or shame. This song is about finding the source of truth within yourself and not being afraid of what you find.
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[14 Sep 2002|05:44pm] |
When you know that you know who you love, you can't deny it.
Or go back, or give up, or pretend that you don't buy it.
When it's clear this time you've found the one, you'll never let him go
Cos you know and you know that you know.
When you feel in your skin in your bones and the hollow
Of your heart, there's no way you can wait till tomorrow.
When there isn't any doubt about it once you come this close
Cos you know and you know that you know.
You can feel love's around you like the sky 'round blue
This is how love has found you, now you know what to do.
When you know that you know who you need, you can't deny it.
Or go back, or give up, or pretend that you don't buy it.
When it's clear this time you've found the one, you'll never let him go
Cos you know and you know that you know.
And it's time you come in from the cold.
Haaa...
And you know that you know.
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| aaaaah you got to love Shawn Colvin |
[14 Sep 2002|05:44pm] |
When you know that you know who you love, you can't deny it.
Or go back, or give up, or pretend that you don't buy it.
When it's clear this time you've found the one, you'll never let him go
Cos you know and you know that you know.
When you feel in your skin in your bones and the hollow
Of your heart, there's no way you can wait till tomorrow.
When there isn't any doubt about it once you come this close
Cos you know and you know that you know.
You can feel love's around you like the sky 'round blue
This is how love has found you, now you know what to do.
When you know that you know who you need, you can't deny it.
Or go back, or give up, or pretend that you don't buy it.
When it's clear this time you've found the one, you'll never let him go
Cos you know and you know that you know.
And it's time you come in from the cold.
Haaa...
And you know that you know.
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[12 Sep 2002|06:30pm] |
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[12 Sep 2002|12:51am] |
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I take you in and I hold my breath
Try to save the time that's passing by
And if you came to say goodbye
A thousand summers would never dry
Every tear that touched my face
And they don't laugh the way you do
And they don't smile the way you do
And their eyes don't shine the way yours do
I love
I love
I love you just because
Without the words to fall back on
I'm afraid it's hopeless to describe
And if I tried, I'd probably steer you wrong
Cause a thousand phrases would never say
How I feel today
And they don't laugh the way you do
And they don't smile the way you do
And their eyes don't shine the way yours do
I love
I love
I love you just because
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| quickly... |
[07 Sep 2002|07:45pm] |
he is a 9th grade english teacher at St. Anthony's- not just a friendly's waiter. That Rocks my world!!!
Ride'm cowboy- or is it Snake Boy- or is it Priest?
...and she will be remebered for diving into a trench...
"DANIELLE GET OUT OF THE WAY....we are trying to dig a trench."
and then there was Frankie
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